New direction #1.

I HAVE TO GET BACK ON TRACK. And for this to happen, I must see my life with New directions.

First, I will blog more. I promised Sir I will keep this updated. This is my writing excercise in the first place and for me to make up for my lack of being an effective news reporter. Honestly, I have not been very effective and efficient and any newspaper company would fire me but the thing is, I'm afraid. I'm afraid that what I write is not good enough. I actually dread writing now. I'm afraid what I will write will even reach expectations. I fear for my abilities being very pathetic that I'm scared to write the ideas at the very last minute. It's so pathetic, I know. (Sorry Sir. I'm even scared to blog this. Hehe.) I fear rejection. I remember thinking, this is how it really feels: Writing, then the editor sees is, then it gets rejected, and then you have to write again. I realize that I must have the guts to be a real reporter.

For NEW DIRECTION #1, I will blog more. And I will not dread writing news reports as much as possible.